Dealing with an Uncertain or Uncooperative Partner
Do you think you might lose your spouse or partner because of an affair? The following article will help you determine the best course for encouraging your growth and your partner's return.
[Note: The following terms are used interchangeably in this article: marriage and relationship, spouse and partner.]
Few life experiences are more complicated and confusing than navigating a marriage or relationship when your partner has veered off course. Despite past promises of a commitment, you find yourself with someone who seems to be changing their mind.
Once, you were a team; now, they are heading in a new direction, alone or with someone else. So what do you do? Do you wait and hope they come back? Chase after them and try to turn them around? Or do you just let go?
Who Should Read This?
The guidelines in this article are written for a specific audience. The instructions are meant for you if the following statements are all true of your situation:
Your partner/spouse has had an affair.
Your partner is either ambivalent or resistant to doing the work of restoring your marriage despite your willingness to do so. Whether or not the affair has ended (sometimes you don't know for sure), they make no consistent effort to reconcile with you.
Your partner will not commit to a future with you. They may tell you they don't love you anymore. Or maybe they say they love you but are no longer "in love" with you. Or maybe they just claim to be confused.
You want to consider marriage recovery & renewal as an outcome. Many marriages do not survive infidelity. Those that do usually require a lot of work for some time. If you have been betrayed, you can leave your partner and rebuild your life without them. But if you decide to hold out hope for change, this article will help.
If you follow the strategy outlined below, DO NOT ask your spouse to read this. They need to believe your choices originate from personal resolve rather than some new strategy you’re trying. Their awareness of these recommended steps may cause them to criticize "your plan" instead of responding to your intent.
Ineffective Focus: Managing Your Partner
I've known many betrayed spouses who, out of tremendous strength, offer grace to an unfaithful partner. Despite their deep pain, they are willing to work toward forgiveness and trust. Sometimes, this is the first step toward a rebuilt marriage that is deeply satisfying to both. Sometimes... but not always.
An unfaithful partner may refuse this offer and send a clear message in return: I'm not convinced I want this relationship anymore.
If that is the message you are getting, you may feel fearful and frantic. You want to do anything to save your marriage, but if you are not careful, your acts of desperation may push your spouse farther away. These acts of desperation include any of the following:
Telling your partner that nothing they do matters and that you will continue to love them no matter what.
Assuming responsibility for the affair and promising to change.
Constantly pleading with your partner to stay.
Insisting that your partner continues in counseling even though they have no interest in it and put no effort into the process.
Continuously blaming them, trying to guilt them into doing what you want.
Threatening them.
When panic leads you to either appeasement or control, your attempts to manage your partner will likely backfire; they will push them away from you, not toward you. Your partner will have an even greater urge to escape your "neediness" or control. They may pity you and wish things were different, but they can rarely return to loving again under these circumstances. More likely than not, they will struggle against any sense of obligation to fix your marriage.
We easily recognize this problem in dating situations. If one person tries to force another into a relationship by begging or insisting, we know the result will not be favorable. So why should we think this dynamic changes after marriage? It doesn't. The only reasonable outcome to expect in this scenario is one of growing disrespect, not affection.
So, what should you do if your wayward partner remains distant and uncommitted? What actions are more likely to alter their retreat? Start by refusing to play the role of a desperate lover any longer. Instead, take control of your part of the relationship.
Effective Focus: Managing Yourself
Your spouse is not in a healthy place. There is a real possibility that they may continue to make choices that hurt you. Even so, you must accept that you cannot control their behavior. Instead, you have to start focusing on what you can control: your own choices.
Here are three steps you can start making right now that are most likely to get your spouse's attention:
Step #1: Let Go
Tell your partner you want the marriage, but you cannot work on building a strong marriage until they are committed to doing the same. If you've been trying to control them, admit it. Apologize for trying to do something that wasn't your job to do. Let your spouse know that from this point on you will no longer attempt to control them. They are free to make their own choices. Let them go.
This will result in a radical shift in your relationship. You will feel very vulnerable because there is certainly a chance your spouse will exercise this freedom by moving farther away from you. You have to be willing to let that happen. Before you take this step, make sure you are prepared in these two ways:
Be honestly committed to letting them go. You have to understand that your spouse may take you up on the offer and will be out of your reach, at least for a while. If you give this "letting go speech" as a manipulative ploy to get them back quickly, they will see right through your insincerity. You must be willing to stop your investigative patterns at this point (no more checking up on where they are, checking emails, demanding accountability, etc.). You have to be willing to risk their bad choices for a while.
Be ready to give this some time, even if your partner immediately tells you they don't want you to do it. Some uncooperative partners resist this change because they realize they're losing power in the relationship. They may become angry and accuse you of making things worse. Or they may immediately break down and promise to give you everything you've been asking for. Your caution should be on high alert.
If you give in too quickly, you'll likely experience a moment of blissful hope followed by your spouse's swift return to the old pattern of non-commitment. If your spouse says they truly are committed to working on this, let them know that you need time to feel confident about their decision. Make sure they back up their commitment with a plan of action (counseling, etc.) and stick to it.
How far do you let them go?
If you know your spouse is in another relationship, you may need to ask for physical separation. I've watched many relationships caught in a "Pendulum Pattern" where a partner swings back and forth between spouse and lover. This can continue for a very long time, but the pattern will lose momentum if you remove yourself from the equation. The type of separation (moving out of the house or just moving out of the joint bed) depends on your situation, but some form of physical separation is recommended in an ongoing affair.
If your partner's indecision is rooted in emotional confusion without active affair behavior, this separation may not require moving out of the bedroom. In this case, it simply means you are letting go of your expectations. You are taking the pressure off them and focusing on other things.
How long should you let them go?
That's up to you. You'll probably want to seek help from a counselor or trusted person as you try to figure out how long you will wait, but one thing I do encourage you to do is have an end date in mind. You can always adjust your deadline, but you should have some sense of how much time you are willing to give your spouse.
Step #2: Limit Your Availability
This choice is a very important one. Your spouse needs to experience your shift in the relationship. Up to this point, you've been easily available to them, but they do not value this and may have lost respect for you. So back off. Create some distance between you and your spouse, not out of anger or revenge or manipulation, but out of a need to focus more on yourself and less on your spouse. You need to limit your availability in these ways: give less tenderness, less talk, and less time.
Less Tenderness
If your spouse is in a physical affair, stop all affectionate behavior. This is not a competition between you and the other person; it's something your spouse has to figure out for him/herself. As long as he/she is giving affection to someone else, respect yourself enough to stop all romantic or sexual behaviors. (Your spouse may argue about this, but stop contributing to their bad behavior.)
If your spouse is not in a physical affair, you may still have moments when affection is expressed, maybe even sexually, but you should not be the primary initiator. Your spouse should get the sense that you don't need to be with them.
Less Talk
Up to this point, you probably have been talking too much. Start limiting the amount of communication (talking, texting, emailing, phone calls, etc.) you have with your spouse. Keep away from emotional conversation. If your spouse invites you to talk about how you feel, answer honestly, but keep it brief. Restrict conversations to business-of-life issues (schedules, paying bills, responsibilities, children, etc.) and avoid bringing up relationship concerns. The key is to focus on communication that allows you to remain confident, calm, and in control.
Less Time
You should be less available to your spouse. I don't mean you should selfishly refuse to do anything with him/her, but you need to make sure your calendar includes some activities/events just for you (or you with the rest of your family). You can find meaning and enjoyment in life apart from your spouse; they need to experience that.
Step #3: Focus on Growth
You've been focused on changing your spouse; now it's time to focus on changing YOU. Your contentment in life should not be bound to the whims of your spouse or the circumstances of your marriage. Of course, these both affect you deeply, but they should not control your contentment. Rather, your life satisfaction should be firmly rooted in your contentedness with who you are and who you are becoming.
Who do you want to be? What is your understanding of the design or purpose for your life? What does God want for you? What in you gets in the way of realizing those things? What are your passions? What do you enjoy that you haven't done in a long time? What have you always wanted to do? What new things get you excited or make you want to learn?
Stop trying to get your spouse to a better place. I hope they eventually get there, but the only person you control is you, so start being intentional about doing those things that help you grow.
Where to Start
Think it through before you start this self-management process (instead of spouse management). Consider your choices and be determined to make them. Talk with a counselor or trusted friend who will support you.
If you're ready, start by writing a letter to your spouse, telling him/her that you are "letting go." Put it away overnight and reread it tomorrow. Do you avoid sounding harsh or judgmental? Is your hope for your marriage clearly communicated? Will your spouse understand that you are taking a hands-off approach? Does it sound like a threat (it shouldn't), or like you are making a significant shift? Rewrite it until you are satisfied.
Now you have a choice. If you want, you can give the letter to your spouse, ask them to read it, and then invite them to ask any questions. But I recommend asking your spouse to listen without interrupting while you read the letter to them, answer any questions they have, and then give them a copy to read again later.
What to Expect
If you take these steps, these shifts will likely occur:
Conflict diminishes. You and your spouse will no longer be locked in a control struggle, so you will likely experience more calmness. This may not be the return to passion you're longing for, but it will be a welcomed change for you both.
Confidence increases. As you take control of your part in this relationship, your desperation will subside, and your confidence will build. You'll begin to feel less like a victim and more like a person who is capable of walking through the deep pains of life.
Considerations change. Before, when your spouse felt trapped, he/she likely struggled with the question, "Do I really want to stay in this marriage?" but now that you have stopped grasping and have started moving independently, the question may become, "Do I really want to lose this marriage?" Instead of feeling pushed away, they may feel pulled back toward you.
If the pain of losing you is stronger than the payback of separation from you, their motivation will begin to shift, making room for the consideration of genuine change.